In the first pages, Wagner gives a breezy and self-deprecating account of his early life and ambitions. At the age of 21 he hears for the first time the singer
Wilhelmine Schröder-Devrient in
Vincenzo Bellini's opera of
Romeo and Juliet - "I was astounded to witness so extraordinary a rendering of such utterly meaningless music". A racy description follows of his adventures and misadventures as a
conductor and
composer in
Germany and the
Baltics, including the story of a storm off
Norway which he claims inspired his opera
The Flying Dutchman. Finally, he arrives in Paris. He describes the uncertain support he received from
Giacomo Meyerbeer, his uneasy relations with
Hector Berlioz, and his misery working as a
hack for the publisher
Maurice Schlesinger. Leaving Paris in 1842, he concludes: For the first time I saw the
Rhine - with hot tears in my eyes, I, poor artist, swore eternal fidelity to my German fatherland ==Notes==