William Morrow and Company released an initial hardcover printing of 100,000 copies on October 20, 2015. with a paperback version released on September 6, 2016. An audiobook, narrated by Cary Hite and produced by Buck 50 Productions, came out on September 15, 2016.
Billboard called the book a "riveting, brutally honest memoir", while
Rolling Stone called it "a fascinating look into the life of a talented, hard-partying musician who has beaten the odds several times." Not all reviews were positive, however, with
New Noise Magazine reviewer John B. Moore complaining, writing, "Is the book honest? I guess; is it salacious? You bet; is it worth more the read? Not if you've evolved past dick jokes." Barker said it was hard doing the press for the book, due to frequently being asked to comment on the plane crash and his addiction problems on talk shows; he said he was also disappointed by the headlines of articles about the book focusing on his relationships and the more outrageous parts of the memoir. However, Barker told
The Toronto Sun that he was happy with how honest the book was, saying, "Some of the stuff in the book makes my skin crawl with shame. But it was important to say it." ==References==