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This Monster Wants to Eat Me , also known as Watatabe (わたたべ) for short, is a Japanese manga series written and illustrated by Sai Naekawa. It has been serialized in ASCII Media Works' Dengeki Maoh magazine since August 2020, with its chapters collected in twelve tankōbon volumes. The story follows Hinako, a girl who wishes to die after her family's death, and Shiori, a mermaid who promises to fulfill Hinako's desire by eating her, but only when Hinako is at her happiest moment.

Synopsis
Ever since losing her family in an accident, Hinako has had a vague wish to die, but cannot go through with it herself. One day, she meets a mermaid named Shiori, who tells Hinako that her flesh and blood are especially delicious to yōkai, and that Shiori is one of them. Shiori promises to protect her from other yōkai who want to eat Hinako so that Shiori can devour Hinako when she is at her most delicious point. Hinako happily accepts this fate. However, as Hinako finds out more about Shiori's past, she realizes that Shiori may actually be trying to save her. ==Characters==
Characters
; : :A girl who goes to Shiomi High School. After losing her parents and older brother in a car accident, she wants to die so she can reunite with them, but cannot bring herself to end her own life. Her unique blood attracts yōkai who want to eat her. Upon meeting a yōkai named Shiori, who intends to eat her once she is at her peak and protect her from other yōkai until that happens, Hinako agrees to this as a way out of her painful situation. As a child, Shiori had given her mermaid blood in return for Hinako's kindness to her, allowing Hinako to survive the accident. ; : :A powerful mermaid yōkai. She claims she wants to eat Hinako at her most tasty point and promises to protect her from other yōkai until then. However, she actually saved a young Hinako because of Hinako's kindness to her, and intends to protect her in the present day as well. She hides her true motivations from Hinako after realizing that Hinako's hope of being killed is the reason she does not end her own life. She presents herself as an ordinary human girl and only reveals her true form when fighting other yōkai or eating prey. ; : :Hinako's classmate and childhood friend. She is very protective of Hinako, and is often jealous of Shiori's relationship with her. She is an ancient yōkai who used to hunt humans, but learned to peacefully live with them after being captured and tamed by a monk. She struggles to balance her civilized nature with her primal instincts, and only stops herself from consuming Hinako by sacrificing part of her own spirit. Her true form is a giant kitsune powerful enough to match Shiori. ;Ayame Chiba :A woman who works at a basketball training camp. She gets along well with Hinako from the first moment they meet. She is a yōkai who was once a human, having the ability to twist her head around to reveal a second mouth with a large tongue on the back. Although she intends to eat Hinako and almost succeeds, she leaves Hinako alone after Shiori interferes. ;Tsubaki :A bake-danuki who comes to cause trouble for Miko. She is jealous of how well Miko gets along with humans, and reveals Miko's past to Hinako, but Hinako forgives Miko anyway. She calms down and leaves after realizing that Miko is not responsible for her loneliness. ;Azami :A girl who became immortal after Shiori gave her flesh to her. Though Shiori had intended to help Azami, who was cast away by her village as a sacrifice, Azami is resentful of her immortality and seeks revenge on Shiori. In the past, she tried to kill Shiori with explosives, but only ended up injuring Shiori and herself for many years. ;Aunt Tomori :Hinako's aunt who took care of her after Hinako's parents died. After Hinako moved away, Tomori visits Hinako as frequently as she can, but is often busy with work. ;Daichi, Yuri, and Mutsuki Yaotose :Hinako's deceased father, mother, and older brother, who were killed in a car accident. ;Iso-onna :An ocean vampire yōkai. She is the first to try and eat Hinako, but is killed by Shiori. Though she is capable of speech, she does not have a human form like Shiori and Miko. == Production ==
Production
Manga Conception Sai Naekawa, the writer and illustrator of This Monster Wants to Eat Me, was inspired by the ocean. She created Shiori as a "beautiful and scary" ningyo, drawing on the association of yōkai with the sea. Unlike the idealized beauty of Western mermaids, she wanted Shiori to carry an "ominous flavor". Hinako's last name, Yaotose, is a reference to Yaobikuni, a priestess from Japanese folklore who lived for 800 years after eating mermaid flesh. Naekawa cited Arina Tanemura, a manga artist and character designer, as an influence on her early work, She stated that Shigeru Mizuki's artbooks sparked her interest in yōkai, Before creating This Monster Wants to Eat Me, Naekawa produced fan works for Kantai Collection and Touhou Project, both of which feature a mostly female cast. She credited these series for inspiring her work's darker elements, along with Maria Watches Over Us for her interest in the yuri genre. and portrayed Hinako and Shiori as "enemies [...] working towards the same goal". Initially, Naekawa intended for the story to be more lighthearted, with Hinako and Shiori being portrayed as less mature than they ultimately became. On the advice of her editor, Takumi Kamemaru, she shifted the work in a darker direction. The story is set in Ehime Prefecture, a region of Japan located on the island of Shikoku. (pictured) is one of many coastal villages within the prefecture. Development Naekawa had mapped out the narrative's major plot points by the time publication began, and focused on connecting those elements together and developing the story. During meetings with Kamemaru, she made small adjustments to the plot, but left the overall elements mostly unchanged. Takagi selected Yūsuke Suzuki as the series director. While Suzuki's previous work had mostly been aimed at younger audiences, Takagi believed that his style was well suited for the material. To support Suzuki, he asked Naoyuki Kuzuya to serve as chief director, tasking him with handling pre-production duties such as script development and storyboarding. Hirota closely read the original manga, focusing on its atmosphere and emotions, and adapted the story up to the point where the relationships among the main characters became more firmly established. He then submitted scripts to Kuzuya, who developed storyboards based on them. After finalizing the series' episode count, Kuzuya focused on the pacing of individual episodes. He devoted particular attention to Miko's character arc, which he regarded as a central part of the work's appeal. and carefully depicted each character's emotional state. Ueda expressed a sense of apathy to reflect how Hinako lacks even the energy to articulate negative feelings, She noted that Hinako's gradual willingness to express her feelings over the course of the story was important to her performance. Ueda described Hinako's actions as "not very coherent" at times, and avoided portraying clear fear or panic, since Hinako is not afraid of death. Although she found her role difficult, she expressed appreciation for Naekawa's guidance throughout the recording. Yui Ishikawa, who voiced Shiori, found her character's personality difficult to grasp, observing that Shiori could shift between being serious and joking in a matter of moments. Nevertheless, she emphasized that Shiori's feelings towards Hinako are strong and central to her personality As such, in her performance, she balanced a wide emotional range with an underlying sense of conviction. Ishikawa began preparing by reading the original manga and writing down her impressions of Shiori from Hinako's perspective, which helped her better understand her role. Because Miko harbors strong feelings regarding Hinako, Ai aimed to convey the intensity of those emotions in her performance. During the third episode's recording, she went so far that the sound director told her to tone down her expression, since she sounded like a yandere, a character who takes romantic feelings to obsessive extremes. In response, she adjusted her performance to sound like an upbeat character who occasionally behaved in subtly unsettling ways. Having previously worked with Ishikawa, Ai noted that the two were able to interact well together. Ai experienced difficult personal circumstances during much of the production, and she often questioned whether she was suited to portray Miko's cheerful demeanor while being despondent herself. However, she reflected that her struggles allowed her to better understand Hinako's character, and by extension, Miko's interactions. Ai felt that many of Miko's lines towards Hinako also served as encouragement to herself, and expressed gratitude for the work's impact on her. Soundtrack Keiji Inai composed the series' background music. He often created pieces to match the atmosphere of specific scenes, basing his composition on the mood of the narrative and its characters rather than following strict directions. Inai and Naya used film scoring techniques, which involves recording music timed to match specific moments in scenes. Naya observed that due to the story's use of silent and slow sequences, scoring directly to the visuals was more effective than composing based on the script. Suzuki was impressed with the result, stating that Inai's ability to portray "emotional subtleties" allowed the story's feelings to "come alive". The song's instrumentation features classical guitar and draws on Latin American rhythmic influences. Its lyrics are inspired by the original story, both in word choice and connotation. Yoshino felt that the lyrics expressed Hinako's emotions well, particularly her despair towards her past. The title of the song translates literally as "sacrifice", which Yoshino explained has many possible interpretations, particularly in the context of love and obsession. while the song's key was lowered at Ueda's request so that she could better express Hinako's nuances. For the 11th episode, a different version of the ending theme was recorded, featuring vocals by Yui Ishikawa. By the time she performed "Lily", she understood her character deeply, and looked for moments that reflected emotions that Shiori shared, even though the lyrics were written from Hinako's perspective.. She aimed to balance between matching Ueda's performance and expressing Shiori's own unique feelings. Ishikawa felt that despite Shiori's carefree appearance, she has a strong sense of loneliness, which she sought to convey through her performance. Special ending theme For the 4th episode, a special ending theme titled was created. The song prominently features Miko's character, with vocals by Fairouz Ai, lyrics by , and composition by John Kanda. Because the song focuses on Miko, Andō and Kanda studied her character carefully to ensure the music would remain faithful to her portrayal in the original story. The decision to commission the song was made at the last minute, For the chorus, Andō drew inspiration from the imagery of Miko being as bright as the sun. At the request of Tanoue Mamoru, the theme song's director, she added a moment for a brief spoken line for Miko right before the chorus. a type of mixed-media animation often compared to AMVs. To emphasize Miko's cheerful personality, INPINE included a drawing of Miko by Ai along with chibi visuals of Miko dancing. He also incorporated scenes from previous episodes and illustrations by Naekawa. The video's design was partially influenced by K-pop music videos, using a mix of retro aesthetics and modern technology, while a scene where Miko spins around while holding her phone was compared by INPINE to Tomoyo from Cardcaptor Sakura. Due to time constraints, only part of the music video was shown in the anime; the full-length version contains additional scenes meant to show different sides of Miko's personality. == Themes and commentary ==
Themes and commentary
Relationship dynamics Many critics analyzed Hinako and Shiori's relationship. Kaiser opined that the show explored the conflict between the "desire to subsume" into another person versus the "mature realization" of respecting individual independence. Sylvia Jones of Anime News Network (ANN) suggested that Shiori and Hinako's relationship is tied together by a "contradictory set of impulses", with Hinako struggling to break out of circular thought patterns and Shiori being unable to fully understand Hinako. Caitlin Moore of ANN compared the show favorably to Black Bird for its portrayal of power dynamics; she argued that rather than Shiori having "institutional control" of Hinako like in Black Bird, the girls are "peers" and Shiori merely "promis[es] Hinako the sweet release of death". She felt that this ultimately made their relationship something she could "understand and connect to". Similarly, Jones contended that while the story portrays Shiori as being predatory, which she noted was a problematic trope in relation to lesbian relationships, the nature of their relationship avoided the gendered power dynamics present within patriarchal society. On the other hand, Ayishah Toma of Gazettely argued that Miko wants to pull Hinako "within the bounds of human society", with her and Shiori's differing visions of Hinako's future conveying the theme of how "vulnerable people become objects in other people's narratives". Jones also argued that Miko's conflict between her primal nature and feelings for Hinako put her "at odds with herself", forcing her to "neuter her powers as a profession of love". Jones suggested that this action was meant to convey social issues regarding queer existence and relationships, with Miko believing she is a "monster" who has to restrain herself before being able to experience love. Both Bolts and Fougère noted that the show portrays Hinako's attempts to appear normal despite her internal suffering, which was suggested by Fougère as being an under-recognized reality of depression. Henderson argued that Hinako's characterization allowed the show to explore themes such as the morality of saving someone who does not want to be saved. Several critics commented on the complexity of the show's representation of suicidal ideation. Vrai Kaiser of Anime Feminist regarded the show's portrayal as grounded, writing that Hinako's "nonchalant joy at the thought of death" conveyed her "passive suicidality". Eljiah Gonzalez of Paste described the anime as a "decidedly uncomfortable, horror-tinged portrayal of queerness". He argued that at a surface level, its portrayal of suicidal ideation seemed to evoke "parallels between queerness and [taboo] acts", which intentionally makes the viewer confront discomfort that "mimics what those with [...] homophobia may feel towards queer media". However, he continued that the deeper meaning of the story had to do with "looking past veneers"—by first creating discomfort then showing a "heartfelt" relationship, Gonzalez opined that the work "assert[s] that these initial reservations are unfounded." Gonzalez also referenced communication scholar Cedric Clark's 1969 paper that identified four stages of minority representation in media: non-recognition, ridicule, regulation, and respect. Gonzalez observed that the final stage involves showing minorities with "the full range of human complexities". He contended that the show's representation of minority characters as "complex" and being in "uncomfortable situations" was a sign of a "healthy" media landscape. Furthermore, he interpreted the show as addressing real-world social issues regarding same-sex relationships, writing that it was "cathartic" for it to "affirm the inevitability of certain uphill battles and unpleasant situations", particularly in the context of the limited rights of same-sex couples in Japan. ==Media==
Media
Manga Written and illustrated by Sai Naekawa, This Monster Wants to Eat Me has been serialized in ASCII Media Works' Dengeki Maoh magazine since August 27, 2020. The series has been collected in twelve volumes as of March 2026. The series is licensed for an English release in North America by Yen Press. Five English-language volumes have been released as of January 2026. Anime An anime television series adaptation was announced on October 21, 2024. It is produced by Studio Lings with handling general production, and directed by Yūsuke Suzuki, with Naoyuki Kuzuya serving as chief director, Mitsutaka Hirota writing the scripts, Sō Ikuyama designing the characters, and Keiji Inai composing the music. The series aired from October 2 to December 25, 2025, on AT-X and other networks. The opening theme song is , performed by Yoshino, while the ending theme song is , performed by Reina Ueda as her character Hinako Yaotose. Crunchyroll is streaming the series. Medialink licensed the series in Southeast Asia. Hiromi Sueda, a member of the production committee, explained that the anime's international promotion was meant to appeal to a broad audience. Because of this, the publicity campaign emphasized the work's dark fantasy aspects rather than solely the yuri ones, such as by including visuals of Shiori's half-yōkai form. In addition, several teaser visuals were created for the anime. Since the first teaser was used for a long time, the production team consulted extensively on how to best create it. Takagi was particularly proud of this initial visual, since it features detailed animations of water. ==Reception==
Reception
Manga Critical reception The story's premise was generally well-received. The series's character writing was commended by several critics. Jenni Lada of Siliconera praised Shiori's moral ambiguity, calling her introduction to Hinako an "incredible setup" for Shiori's character. Nakato of Manga News felt that Hinako and Shiori's relationship was deeply affecting due to the unique dynamic between the two girls. The art style received particular praise. Chris Beveridge of The Fandom Post gave an overall "A-" grade for the premiere, writing that the premise was "beautifully executed". Ken Pueyo of Anime Corner acclaimed the first episode as a "hauntingly beautiful debut", naming the show as perhaps "one of the most unique series of the season". The series's exploration of heavy themes was commented positively on by several critics. The animation and its pacing was divisive, with several critics feeling that it was excessively slow while Pueyo described Reina Ueda's performance as Hinako as "chilling in its restraint". Meanwhile, Kaiser praised the sound design as "nicely evocative" and blending in well with scenes, while Jones called the background music "lovely and frequently beautiful". ==References==
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