Beginning in 1992 with the unmasking of Gundermann as a former
unofficial collaborator of the East German security service
Stasi, the film shows selected episodes from the life of singer-songwriter and
excavator operator Gerhard Gundermann. Cutbacks show how he involved himself in the politics of the
GDR and met his wife Conny. Making him responsible for his shortcoming, Gundermann's father breaks ties with him. Gundermann's life and environment are marked by contradictions. He finds inspiration for his music while operating the
bucket-wheel excavator that produces coal. However, his music is about the beauty of nature that his very work destroys. Even though he is a committed communist, his directness and willfulness clash with the prevalent
conformism and lead to his exclusion from the
Socialist Unity Party of Germany. He takes up the work as an
unofficial collaborator in the hopes of improving working conditions and health and safety protection for his fellow workers. Only after the collapse of the GDR does he realize how much harm he could have caused. At the same time, he learns he too was spied on by friends and acquaintances for the Stasi, although his Stai file has disappeared from the
Stasi Records Agency. In an interview, he refuses to apologize in the usual formulaic way that was common for former IMs at the time. He reasons that having read his reports to the Stasi, sometimes referred to as a "perpetrator file" (German:
Täterakte), he first and foremost couldn't forgive himself. Instead, he personally reaches out to several of his colleagues and band members, confessing to having been an IM in the past. As Gundermann becomes a father and his wife expects him to spend less time on tour and on his music, he promises improvement. In the end, he reconciles with his band members and the audience after his genuine confession about his ties to the Stasi. ==Cast==