The Rudomins go from privileged complacency, in which they rely on servants to do everything for them, to a world where the growth of a potato plant can mean the difference between life and death. Esther is also forced to rely on making clothes for the few rich people of the village—the sort of people they had been in Poland—for the price of a bit of bread and milk. She almost absorbs the harsh Soviet message of their exile, feeling a perverse pride that "the little rich girl of Vilnius survived poverty as well as anyone else." She also recalls the
baracholka (
flea market) in Siberia, a weekly swap meet where the people engage in vibrant trade. Besides the hardships of Siberia, other horrid news comes, first that Esther's paternal grandfather was transported to a
logging camp in another part of the country where he soon fell ill. His problems are overlooked, not losing sight of the "big picture", as "there were trees that needed to be cut down", and he soon died from pneumonia and bronchitis. Much later in the story, she learns that all her matrilineal family members perished in the
Holocaust. Her patrilineal family members were also sent to the concentration camps, although a scant number survived. Her father, who flees Rubtsovsk and eventually finds his way back to Vilnius, writes that he visited their former house one last time (now in possession of an
NKVD chief in the city), but failed to find photographs or like family mementos, the house having totally looted by the Germans. For Esther, this represents crushing news that her past is gone forever. She remarks how her maternal grandmother, her aunts and uncles and beloved cousins are all dead, and the deportation ironically saved her parents, paternal grandmother and herself. Esther's mother is distraught at the news as well, wishing now she had said Esther's uncle was a blood relative on their last morning in Vilnius as he would have been taken with them. Esther marvels at the irony of a "little capitalist" singing the
Internationale, learning Russian, and eventually falling in love with the unique, unspoiled beauty of the
steppe, so much so that when the war ends and the Rudomins are abruptly informed that they are to be returned to Poland, Esther doesn't want to leave. She thinks of herself as belonging there: she's a
Sibiryak, a Siberian. Nearly five years into her exile, the trains return them to Poland in the city of
Łódź, where they are reunited with her father. ==References==