Krishnamurti's first entry in this handwritten journal, quoted above in its entirety, is dated with the location given as New York City. Apart from a short break, he continued writing almost daily for the next nine months while at various locales in the US, the UK, Switzerland, France, Italy and India. There are about in total, most of them one to two pages in length; the last entry, written in transit between
Bombay (Mumbai) and
Rome, is dated The published work is one of the very few books Krishnamurti wrote himself; almost all of his other books consist of edited or verbatim transcripts of his talks, discussions and dictations, or are curated collections of material from the same The diary portrays Krishnamurti's world from the inside; according to a commentator it provides "a panorama of the landscape of Krishnamurti's daily In particular, the diary describes Krishnamurti's experience of a nearly lifelong, often acutely painful condition he called and manifestations of a state referred to as , among other terms. This state often (but not always) appeared concurrently with As is the case with other Krishnamurti prose, diary entries include his impressions of nature, individuals and society, the descriptions of which have a "poetic quality" according to The journal begins (and ends) without preamble; shortly before he started it, Krishnamurti reputedly experienced a recurrence of during May and in London, witnessed by associates. In the time period covered by the diary, similar events were witnessed by other associates while Krishnamurti was in Switzerland in the summer of 1961; the diary and the events or states described, again reputedly perceived by others, continued upon his arrival to India in late autumn of the same year. Throughout this period Krishnamurti continued with his regular schedule of public talks and The work was minimally edited for clarity and spelling by authorized Krishnamurti biographer
Mary Lutyens, who provided the Foreword for the original edition (published 1976). In it she states, this unique daily record we have what may be called the well-spring of Krishnamurti's teaching. The whole essence of his teaching is here, arising from its natural She adds elsewhere, "apart from its content, it is an extraordinary manuscript, without a single Lutyens devoted a chapter to this book in the second volume of her biography of Krishnamurti,
The Years of Fulfillment (published 1983). She records objections raised against the diary's publication by Krishnamurti associates who believed it presented him at odds with his public pronouncements; his response is Lutyens had revealed the existence of in
The Years of Awakening, the first volume of her biography of Krishnamurti (published 1975). This physical condition which Krishnamurti and those around him did not consider as medical in nature and experiences similar to , had reputedly originally appeared in 1922. At the time Krishnamurti was associated with the
Theosophical Society and the related
World Teacher Project. The existence and history of these experiences had remained unknown outside of the Theosophical Society leadership and Krishnamurti's circle of close associates and
Roland Vernon, another of his biographers, states that previous attempts (by others) at revealing details from his past, including these reputed experiences, were suppressed by Krishnamurti. According to Vernon, Krishnamurti "believed, with good reason, that the sensationalism of his early story would cloud the public's perception of his current However Krishnamurti often hinted at -like states in later talks and discussions; he was more expansive on the subject with close associates, also stating that the experience of continued as he was nearing Around the time of the diary's original publication more than fourteen years after the final entry Krishnamurti stated, "I did not write it for I have attempted to put into words the actual pain and sensation which goes with the heightened The manuscript was entangled in personal and legal disputes between Krishnamurti and Krishnamurti's past editor and business An agreement reached in 1974 granted custody and
copyright to the Krishnamurti Foundation Trust (KFT), a UK-based organization, and cleared the way for its eventual ==Publication history==