Odesser was born in
Tiberias when
Israel was under
Ottoman rule, to a family which for generations were
Karliner Hasidim. (His great-great-grandfather, Rabbi Yekutiel Zalman Leib, was a close disciple of Rabbi
Abraham Kalisker, a major disciple of the
Baal Shem Tov.) In his youth, Odesser also followed the Karliner way, but felt it was not fulfilling his soul. Odesser first came into contact with the teachings of Rebbe Nachman of Breslov as a young
yeshiva student in Tiberias. Someone had ripped the cover off a
Hebrew language holy book and thrown it into the garbage.
Orthodox Judaism forbids defacing a holy book in this way, so Odesser rescued it with the intention of burying it, as is proper for worn-out Jewish holy books. Before discarding it, however, he decided to read it. This book was
Hishtafchut HaNefesh (
Outpouring of the Soul) by
Alter Tepliker, which contains excerpts from Rebbe Nachman's writings about meditation and personal prayer. Because the cover was missing, Odesser did not know who the author was, but the teachings worked for him. Only later did he learn it was a
Breslover book. The first Breslover Hasid whom he met in person was Rabbi
Yisroel Halpern (also known as Yisroel Karduner), who came one day to buy bread from Odesser's parents. The young Odesser knew immediately that he had found his teacher, but his parents were strongly opposed to the Breslover path. Eventually his father threw him out of the house and attempted to stop his upcoming wedding. This did not deter him, and he continued to study with Halpern. The wedding took place as planned. Odesser's wife, Esther, supported him through many sufferings and much ridicule from the local townsfolk. In those days, it was commonly said among Jews that anyone who became a Breslover Hasid would eventually go
insane. This is probably because Breslovers try to spend at least an hour per day in
hitbodedut, personal communion with God, which they often performed alone in the woods or fields, often at night, meditating and crying out to God. This was not a usual Jewish practice at the time, and was regarded with deep suspicion. Jews normally prayed indoors with a
minyan, not alone in the woods. (The Breslov practice of
hitbodedut is
in addition to the liturgical prayers.) Moreover, when Odesser would pray in the
synagogue, it was with such intense fervor that he often began to clap, dance, and spin ecstatically for hours. During the time the British entered Tiberias in World War I, a plague broke out in the city. Halpern became very ill and eventually died, along with most of his family. After Halpern's death in 1918, Odesser became a personal attendant of Rabbi
Solomon Eliezer Alfandari, the great
Sephardi rav and
kabbalist known as the Saba Kadisha, who was living in Tiberias at the time. After seeing Odesser recite the
Tikkun Chatzot (Midnight Lament over the destruction of the
Beis Hamikdash) one night, however, the Saba Kadisha refused to let him attend him anymore, and instead treated him as a young colleague. After that, Odesser traveled to Jerusalem, where he studied with the elders of the Breslover community in that city. == Correspondence with Zalman Shazar ==