Self: A Study in Endocrinology and Ethics (1946), Michael Dillon Dillon began writing
Self in 1939 whilst working at College Motors. It was published in 1946 under the
Heinemann Medical imprint. In the book, Dillon argues that people should be able to receive medical treatment which would alter their bodies to match with their internal feeling of their sex. He makes the case that these feelings cannot be cured purely through psychological means. Dillon does not reveal his personal involvement with the matter, narrating as if he were an interested third party—in this regard,
Susan Stryker describes the book as a "cryptoautobiography". Dillon makes the case that sex is on a spectrum between male and female with a gradient of intersex individuals in between. Dillon writes that treatment can be given to those patients if their gender identity does not match their assigned sex—for instance, he writes about people with hypospadias and how they can be incorrectly assigned female at birth. A particular group of intersex people, which Dillon calls homosexuals, are those who have the genitalia of one sex but the characteristics of the opposite. He distinguishes between the exploration of one's "homosexuality" during their younger years, compared to a permanent state of homosexuality which is innate. Dillon primarily discusses the different types of "female homosexuals": "mannish inverts", Dillon argues, have acquired their "mannish" characteristics, whereas "masculine inverts" have innate male characteristics. Dillon writes that this latter group require medical treatment in the same manner as intersex people, and they should not have to pay for it. He concludes by advocating for tolerance and understanding of people who do not align with the traditionally-understood notion of sex. Many of the arguments in the book are similar to those made two decades later by
Harry Benjamin in his book
The Transsexual Phenomenon (1966). In her biography of Dillon, Liz Hodgkinson describes
Self as "well written, scholarly, intelligent and decades ahead of its time."
Poems of Truth (1957), Michael Dillon Dillon had been discouraged from writing poetry as a teenager by his aunt Toto, but began writing again whilst at sea. His surviving collection—
Poems of Truth—was completed in Belfast and had a thousand copies privately published by
Linden Press in 1957. Only one shop ended up stocking copies of the book. Dillon described the poems as being inspired by the works of the philosopher George Gurdjieff. Liz Hodgkinson describes them as "derivative, sombre, hymn-like in sentiment and archaic in language, with nothing really original in them."
The Life of Milarepa (1962), Lobzang Jivaka In 1959, Dillon discovered the story of the 11th-century Tibetan saint
Milarepa, and decided to rewrite
Walter Evans-Wentz's English translation of
The Life of Milarepa in a style which he deemed would be more popular to Western readers. He completed the translation later that year and contacted the publisher
John Murray to enquire whether they would be interested in distribution. An editor at John Murray responded positively, requesting an additional introductory chapter to serve as an introduction to Buddhism, as well as asking for details of Dillon's name. Fearful that details of his transition and outing in the press would be exposed, Dillon evaded the probing into his former name and persuaded John Murray to publish his works under the name Jivaka.
The Life of Milarepa was released in Great Britain in April 1962, shortly before Dillon's death.
Imji Getsul: An English Buddhist in a Tibetan Monastery (1962), Lobzang Jivaka Imji Getsul (which translates to 'English Novice') is a retelling of Dillon's time in the Rizong Monastery. Biographer Pagan Kennedy describes the books as "more of a love story than anything else, a
paean to the home he'd found and then lost." After John Murray rejected the initial draft, Dillon found a literary agent—John Johnson—willing to take him onboard, who successfully submitted the manuscript to
Routledge. Although Dillon published under Jivaka and was not forced to reveal his former name, he did include a slightly falsified chapter in the book which described his boyhood and claimed he had served in the military during World War II. He completed
Imji Getsul in late 1960, after he was forced to leave Rizong. The book was published in Great Britain in 1962.
Out of the Ordinary: A Life of Gender and Spiritual Transitions (1962; published 2016), Michael Dillon/Lobzang Jivaka Dillon's autobiography was written and published under both of his names, Michael Dillon and Lobzang Jivaka. It was completed in 1962 and Dillon's agent, John Johnson, received the manuscript not long after Dillon had died. He was contacted by Dillon's brother Robert who wished to acquire the manuscript in order to destroy it. The manuscript was retained by Johnson, who refused to destroy it, but he was unable to find a publisher. Andrew Hewson took over care of the manuscript after Johnson and it was kept in a storage facility in London. The lack of an interested publisher may have been due to disputes regarding Dillon's will, the actions of Dillon's brother, the niche subject matter, or the style of prose itself. The manuscript was shared three significant times: Liz Hodgkinson was writing a biography of Dillon and, in the 1980s, approached Hewson for the manuscript. She would eventually publish her book
Michael née Laura (1989). She feared that Dillon's surviving relatives might seek out the manuscript if she made it too obvious that it was still available. Author
Pagan Kennedy also was working on a biography which would eventually become
The First Man-Made Man (2007), and was granted access to the manuscript.
Out of the Ordinary was eventually published after two transgender theologists, Cameron Partridge and Jacob Lau, attended an event with Kennedy and heard that the manuscript still survived but was unpublished. Lau and Partridge were presented digital copies of the manuscript by Kennedy and set about publishing the book. The book includes a foreword by Susan Stryker and an introduction from Lau and Partridge which summarises the key events of Dillon's life, including aspects which were not included by Dillon himself. Dillon splits his autobiography into two sections: "Conquest of the Body" and "Conquest of the Mind".
Other works •
Practicing the Dhammapada (1959). •
Growing Up into Buddhism (1960), a guide to Buddhism aimed at a younger audience. •
A Critical Study of the Vinaya (1960), an essay arguing for greater acceptance of people according to the Vinaya texts. ==References==